I just thought… and you know, I hated being a whore for my Pa. But now here, no one looks at me. I miss being fucked by a fat old letch. I miss Parnasse making me lift my skirt in an alley. I miss it. Sir, I need pain. Not being ignored. The good pain where my hair is pulled and my skin cut and bitten and I am smacked and - and he makes me squirm with nasty words. Sir, it’s bad and wrong but I miss it. Here, they are too polite to help me. They are too polite to even look at me. I am desperate for it.
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Date: 2022-07-19 05:48 am (UTC)[She feels so utterly ashamed.]
I just thought… and you know, I hated being a whore for my Pa. But now here, no one looks at me. I miss being fucked by a fat old letch. I miss Parnasse making me lift my skirt in an alley. I miss it. Sir, I need pain. Not being ignored. The good pain where my hair is pulled and my skin cut and bitten and I am smacked and - and he makes me squirm with nasty words. Sir, it’s bad and wrong but I miss it. Here, they are too polite to help me. They are too polite to even look at me. I am desperate for it.