It is out of reach. I shan’t have my heart hurt again. I will take that lot in life. I am not a woman to love. There’s nothing nice about me, so sex and that is pain too. It’s how it is and I have come to need it. It is better than being forgotten about.
[Eponine shrugs and smiles]
She’s in my fingers. She feels for me and wants me as a daughter. Why? I don’t know but she wants me. She’ll give me what I want I think, and run round for me. She’s kind. It’s strange. I don’t understand her. She never threatens. I don’t get it.
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Date: 2022-07-27 05:33 am (UTC)[Eponine shrugs and smiles]
She’s in my fingers. She feels for me and wants me as a daughter. Why? I don’t know but she wants me. She’ll give me what I want I think, and run round for me. She’s kind. It’s strange. I don’t understand her. She never threatens. I don’t get it.