gardienne | (Reply)

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I wasn't not telling you to be a bitch you know? I don't know the day, truly. Kosem, whilst you sleep, it has been bad, so very bad. Too bad to think of a day, you know? They arrest us - and for nothing. Truly, truly I did not a thing this time. And they blast water in my face and my body so I am left bruised and shivering. I have it before, and you know, I survive so I am not scared, but it isn't nice. And then when we are let out, I cannot go home and you are asleep and Daphne is and all the rest hate me so much that I sleep under a bench, for there is nowhere to go. And even then, the police are cross because I can't go home. Do you see? I cannot worry about a contract and a day because I fear you dead or home or had enough of me and there is prison, always prison and it is coming for me. It's coming and I know it and I all I can hear is a clank of the door and chains on my wrists.