They gave me a collar too, when I threw mine away. They said I had to keep it on, or they'd beat my ass in public. Except, the collar was broke. My ass is so sore by the end of the three weeks it is bleeding and scarred and bright red. Malcolm got scared, I think. They made him watch one. He was scared.
[She shrugs it off.] They are not very nice to submissives here, Castiel. Your punishment is dreadful. But if you like trouble, me, I am happy to help you make it.
[She just wants friends, honestly, and if it means getting into trouble to keep them, she will willingly do it.]
What were they like? I have some brothers and a sister too. She is Azelma, and she is stupid. Always she cries. She is cold or hungry or something hurts or someone spits at her. As if we are not all so. I do what I can to save her, but... [She shrugs.] She has to learn. I take her beatings when I can, she makes that much fuss. And I have Gavroche, but he ran away and he lives in the elephant now. Sometimes he lets me sleep there too, but usually, no. He don't want my Pa or 'Parnasse to find him and bring him back. And my Ma had two babies but she sold 'em. I don't know what happened to them. They're lucky if they're dead.
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CW Casual mentions of domestic abuse, child abuse, child trafficking, murder
Date: 2024-02-17 09:53 pm (UTC)[She shrugs it off.] They are not very nice to submissives here, Castiel. Your punishment is dreadful. But if you like trouble, me, I am happy to help you make it.
[She just wants friends, honestly, and if it means getting into trouble to keep them, she will willingly do it.]
What were they like? I have some brothers and a sister too. She is Azelma, and she is stupid. Always she cries. She is cold or hungry or something hurts or someone spits at her. As if we are not all so. I do what I can to save her, but... [She shrugs.] She has to learn. I take her beatings when I can, she makes that much fuss. And I have Gavroche, but he ran away and he lives in the elephant now. Sometimes he lets me sleep there too, but usually, no. He don't want my Pa or 'Parnasse to find him and bring him back. And my Ma had two babies but she sold 'em. I don't know what happened to them. They're lucky if they're dead.