I hate it. I hate that I am so restricted here that I cannot even walk away for a while. You know in Paris when I needed time and space to breathe I could just walk and walk. Now I am trapped in a house I can’t never own and might be given back on the whim of a dominant. I am not blaming you, for you are giving me a house and my lady, that is too generous. And truly I’m that grateful. But do you see how I mean? In Paris I had nothing but I had some freedom. Here everything is in my grasp but it can be pulled away in a heartbeat and I am trapped in one place. Please. Keep this house. If my new dominant don’t let me have it, or keeps me only three months, like you, it will be lost to both of us. Please keep it, my Lady. My heart hurts too much to take it.
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Date: 2024-03-04 06:21 am (UTC)I hate that I am so restricted here that I cannot even walk away for a while. You know in Paris when I needed time and space to breathe I could just walk and walk.
Now I am trapped in a house I can’t never own and might be given back on the whim of a dominant. I am not blaming you, for you are giving me a house and my lady, that is too generous. And truly I’m that grateful.
But do you see how I mean?
In Paris I had nothing but I had some freedom.
Here everything is in my grasp but it can be pulled away in a heartbeat and I am trapped in one place.
Please. Keep this house. If my new dominant don’t let me have it, or keeps me only three months, like you, it will be lost to both of us. Please keep it, my Lady. My heart hurts too much to take it.