If you behave ugly and rotten, you will be perceived that way.
[It was as harsh as she'd be in this city, but she had reached her limit of simple understanding.]
If you want to be like them and be accepted by them, then you need to learn how to tolerate their insults and disinterest. You have to learn to be less impulsive, less rash and less angry. I have said I'm willing to educate you. Grayson is willing to teach you to maneuver these situations better.
All of it comes down to you. You have to be willing to learn and not see it as an insult.
You are telling me that I should be willing to stand and let her call me a donkey's arse and smile and laugh like it is a big joke? Madame, in my time, I am whore, cunt, bitch, brat, slut, a shitstain on a mattress. I laugh and I laugh at the names and they get worse. I'm a bit fed up being nice and kind and good. Maybe I don't care. Maybe I don't care about any of you toffs.
[She pushes away from Kosem and makes for the door.] Maybe you can have my leftovers. Mr Greyson might prefer to stick his dick in a queen's pussy than a rat's anyway. I am fed up being a performing fox for you all. I am going where my people are, and I wouldn't bother following, Ma'am, for a toff like you? They'll slit your neck as soon as you look at them. Goodbye.
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[It was as harsh as she'd be in this city, but she had reached her limit of simple understanding.]
If you want to be like them and be accepted by them, then you need to learn how to tolerate their insults and disinterest. You have to learn to be less impulsive, less rash and less angry. I have said I'm willing to educate you. Grayson is willing to teach you to maneuver these situations better.
All of it comes down to you. You have to be willing to learn and not see it as an insult.
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[She pushes away from Kosem and makes for the door.] Maybe you can have my leftovers. Mr Greyson might prefer to stick his dick in a queen's pussy than a rat's anyway. I am fed up being a performing fox for you all. I am going where my people are, and I wouldn't bother following, Ma'am, for a toff like you? They'll slit your neck as soon as you look at them. Goodbye.
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[She just sighs at Eponine's words and turns away, going back to the couch.
As Eponine said goodbye, Kosem would simply ignore her.]