But please know that I love you and I am sorry and I wish I was better. I wish I could be your good girl. I shall leave your house tidy and the books for Vandor and that there.
If you attempt to go now, you'll only end up in more trouble.
I know you're sorry but in order for this to stop happening, you must control your temper. You must learn to follow the rules or appear as if you are. You absolutely must learn to keep your own counsel and stop following the advice of those who continue to lead you down the path of trouble.
You know what's right, Ms Thenardier. You simply refuse to do it.
I hate it. I hate that I am so restricted here that I cannot even walk away for a while. You know in Paris when I needed time and space to breathe I could just walk and walk. Now I am trapped in a house I can’t never own and might be given back on the whim of a dominant. I am not blaming you, for you are giving me a house and my lady, that is too generous. And truly I’m that grateful. But do you see how I mean? In Paris I had nothing but I had some freedom. Here everything is in my grasp but it can be pulled away in a heartbeat and I am trapped in one place. Please. Keep this house. If my new dominant don’t let me have it, or keeps me only three months, like you, it will be lost to both of us. Please keep it, my Lady. My heart hurts too much to take it.
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I wish you the best of luck with your future in this city.
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I shan’t plead with you my lady.
But please know that I love you and I am sorry and I wish I was better.
I wish I could be your good girl.
I shall leave your house tidy and the books for Vandor and that there.
Perhaps one day we can join again. If I’m good.
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Thank you for taking care of Vandor in your time there.
[ for all the time she's missed, qi'ra can't let her keep her job as manager. the house, however, she has no need of and it does suit eponine. ]
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I don’t want a dominant again. I don’t want this again. I don’t want
I am sorry you know? I didn’t mean trouble.
I don’t want to stay the week. I am too sad.
I hate it here.
[She means Duplicity, not the house.]
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I know you're sorry but in order for this to stop happening, you must control your temper. You must learn to follow the rules or appear as if you are. You absolutely must learn to keep your own counsel and stop following the advice of those who continue to lead you down the path of trouble.
You know what's right, Ms Thenardier. You simply refuse to do it.
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I hate that I am so restricted here that I cannot even walk away for a while. You know in Paris when I needed time and space to breathe I could just walk and walk.
Now I am trapped in a house I can’t never own and might be given back on the whim of a dominant. I am not blaming you, for you are giving me a house and my lady, that is too generous. And truly I’m that grateful.
But do you see how I mean?
In Paris I had nothing but I had some freedom.
Here everything is in my grasp but it can be pulled away in a heartbeat and I am trapped in one place.
Please. Keep this house. If my new dominant don’t let me have it, or keeps me only three months, like you, it will be lost to both of us. Please keep it, my Lady. My heart hurts too much to take it.
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